Lost my dignity, self respect, family motivation,beloved mother.Gain? nothing. Got back my preliminary results today , shit tell me abt it. It never happen to me before,at the age of 13 and 14, my academics are top of the level and now? I am just a plain dumb fuck. Never expect my life to turn out this way.Mr nizam consulted me today and told me that i may not make it to sec 5 which is a dissapointment due to some reasons which have to do with e law.I therefore self proclaim am a dumb fuck ( which i am not proud of) and i am gonna prove all that bloody bitches out there who claim i could not make it haha:D . Alright gonna study now.