Yesterday was my granny's birthday..We didnt celebrate though .She gave me money and ask me to eat wadeva i want. I kept refusing and we ended up in laughter after a long time. On my way home from gym , i decided to write a letter of apology to my family. Should i? should i not ?
i dont know.I am just gonna be frank with them with what the hell i have been doing this pass 16 years of my life.They are gonna accept it for the way i am and i will promise i will never bring up this kinda crap anymore .People thinks i am insane cos my dad would prob chop me into pieces, but thats what i gotta do if i want to be treated like part of the so called screwed up family.It sucks you know? like totally .. Hope that they will accept for who i am if not then too bad cos i already did what i am supposed to do. Oh and i know what i wanted in life already!:D to be a professional racer and to get my scuba diving cert, cool right muahahaa:D
Okay ,ciaoo peeps
Woke up at 730? freaking early right? i know :( i was force to wake up by my stupid alarm. I swear its annoying. Rushed to work , i love to be puntual. Went for briefing and shit , finished early and kept calling fifi.Finally its lorian on the line , so cute la haa!Went to fifi house to smoke and chill ..went to siglap our usual chill out place.Woohoo hawt can? ohoh i bought my driving liscence book , Sean ahsiok (if ur reading my post), TEACH ME HOW TO FUCKING DRIVE A DISCO STICK ! opps i mean Car lol. And daddy faster go overseas NOW! i need to use ur car :D. oh i am loving my Vans shoe hee, hawt kay. Its gonna be tough in afew days time ,urghhh i am super sleepy right now , gonna catch some sleep soon . Ciao people:D
Went to meet sylvia and her friends at tampines. Ronald is kinda cute though shhh( sylvia dont tell wilson) muahaha.They wanted to go cathay so we went off seperate ways. Saw Monik at macs, heard her screaming 'Cherilynn!!' i was like who on the earth is that haha!She kept asking me when i would be going over her place so i said after ur brother's O levels haha dont wanna distract him hee.Went to cycle all the way to the airport woohoo it was fun but tiring . Gawd now my leg hurts and i could bearly walk ..shit!oh and in the way home i saw Hui ling and Melody( primary sch friends) and gang haha its been a long time! Omg i have to go get ready and make my way to Nan Yang Poly to meet Donovan.Ciao people
Just got back from Marymount, okay love the name but not the place haha! Met Reynold at Bishan, Kfc to go.. hardly recognise him haha!Watch movies on his lappy, up! I recalled going to bishan once , not sure why i was there but who cares haha! omg 5 nov pleasse arrive faster , i am dying at home with NO MONEY yes i am serious. Readers, pls stop thinking i am rich or what soeva cos i am not.And malcolm chee bye i miss you:( haha! so for that tmr i coming over, i know you want me too muahaha.Okay i dread bored, holiday sucks like seriously. I was thinking of going back to studies for sec 5 , but i find it err well .. what if i dont make it haha! then my hard work would go to waste.Oh well i shall read something to keep myself brain cells working..
Chatting on msn
Leona lewis- happy
ps: i love listening to slow , emotional songs at night, its lovely!
Just woken up by sonka and annoying children outside my house.I was like shut the fuck up! then i went on listening to 987fm woohooo.Waiting for my water heater to be hot so i could shower.Reynold suggest i bath now and meet him up cos he is hungry haha! dont worry i will buy your fav original ruffles:D Movieee marrathon and KFC woohoooooooo!. Ciao people
Mandeep and Nathan gaying with Enoch lau ( woohoo he is hawt=D)
Spot me! the fatty muahaha
She said i look like my mum, dont blame me!
Went out with joey ,louis and Fifi to watch my sister's keeper. Met louis in the evening, went to meet them for ice cream chef in the afternoon .Had mango and peach ice cream with chocolate ballsss hahhaa! went to play pool at monstercue .Went to catch a movie at night at lido, it was supposed to be a sad movie but somehow it was hilarious. Joey, me , fifi and louis started laughing at the sex scene part, it was like alien having sex haha! Omg what a day=D
I swear he is adorable
We could talk like this forever like we always do
This was afew days back .Went out with tiff for an interview at orchard central. Decided not to go for Marche anymore. Gawd its tough i think ..Oh well we went to some bar in orchard and ended up seeing those cute caucasian boys with their babysitters. Omg i wanna kidnap them muahaha! The interview was at a restaurant 'Grill out' .Awesome place though, the boss was scary indeed and funny at times, had a real laugh over there.Ciao
Love,
cherilynn
Stayed over her place again muhaha , taught her chem.. gawd i just realised its difficult to teach chem , not as easy as it seemed. Went to Siglap( chill out place) for our sexay Mee pok and Ice cream chef. I swear it was da bomb and ice cream chef mm-mm. I missing alot of ppl now :(. Alot of thinking has been through my mind, dealing with my family, friends, boyfriends blah blah.Oh well to start off, family. Daddy? he seem to be more caring towards his new wife compare to his own blood daughter. Like seriously , i want to communicate with him badly but he is coming home every evening and off to bed. As i recall , times when we actually communicate was through text. Like hows exams and stuff..not gonna go too detailed on that. Grandma? she is a naggy haggy woman.. everything doesnt seem right for her .What i am feeling now seemed like i lack family communication.What i am gonna do with my life right now? Work and pay off my dad, he is not getting any younger .I may seem like a total bitch at home but yea, not gonna make him worry no more.I mean i already lost someone i love, no way ! not another one! or i have to live with my granny urghh.Boyfriend wise? i am afraid to love again , i just hate being hurt over countless times plus i am studying.. gotta think of my future. Well maybe i will trying getting in love again once i get to poly( if i can) . Haha loraine is cleaning up the house beside me :D its time to chat with her, guess shes bored ..
Ciaooo
Empire of state - alicia keys ft Jay Z
Two is better than one-Boys like girls ft Taylor swift
Ok i swear i look like a drug addict,well i dont take drugs but the drugs love me=D .Just got back from bestie house just to teach her math,last min revision.Boys , boys, boys was our topic of the night and holly mother yea! i got a job at Marche=D. Slept around 2? not pretty sure though.Couldnt sleep, maybe its kinda early haha or theres too much stuff going through my mind. Gonna go over later again and probably stay over. oh well gonna have my beauty sleep now ciaoo
Woohooo exams are finally over ! and its been some time since i last posted errr Crap :) haha N levels was easy especially science. Easy peasy shit. Well went out on friday and met shann at ion orchard-he works there. Told me he is gonna bring me on a shopping spree muahaha:D . Also met nigel (Barker) today. He thought i couldnt make the cut from buying ciggs at 7 11 .Well in the managed to.Well lets just put it that i am a pro haha! ..gonna look for job soon :D Found afew already haha hope the interview goes well haha!
